2/16/09

randomly..

Y cant i post myself a short post wat..
Y everyone seems like thinking tat i'm lazy..
I'm just cant think of wanna write wat..
I hate the stupid weather.. damn hot..
and i dont know which stupid brother.. close my air-cond..
and make me wake up from my sweet sleep..

Kay.. a bit bout my valentines day..
being a good gf.. i try to bake him some chocolate cookies bfore the date of valentines..
honestly.. part of it are made by jacq and stephanie..
cause this is my first time of baking it..
and seriously i never cook..
Dont ever wish me to cook anything..
i think i just did some kitchen stuff a few time only in my life..
so.. being my bf is kind of sad..
but i will try to learn cooking for him..
i think if i got the time.. haha..
but in the end i cant giv it to him..
the cookie spoil.. but the taste still there..
anyway.. need to thanks to jacq sifu and stephanie sifu..
so.. i make up my mind..
i'm gonna find my niece help..
planning to make another cookies or dessert for him..
"under preparing.. " i'm sure gonna make it for him..
i wouldnt giv up easily..
Here come my valentines's day..
we spent our day at Genting Highlands..
the picture of me and my boy..
sweet sweet love.. but his friend's eye spoilt the feel.. =(
haha.. anyway it's still look nice for me..
is effin nice to out with my dear..
thanks for giving me a nice valentine's day.. love u ya..
around 8 something.. i went back from genting..
then i spent my valentines dinner with my besties..
thanks jacq.. x.ling.. pik yee.. for the preparing..

then the next day..
we went to pik yee house warming..
a few bride and bridegroom picture had been take..
the picture will b post when i get it from py..
i'm quite emo recently..
i try to keep my moody face rather than showing out to people..
anyway just thanks to my friend who giv me a lot of suggestion..
comfort me.. now i think friends means a lot to me..
i really love my friends a lot..
if not u guys.. i think i still crying alone.. being the stupid.. useless me..
i'm going to study in MMU..
taking foundation in creative multimedia..
start from the beginning again..
but i think i will b much more happy to study this than bussiness or rather mass com..
thanks for my parents..
they finally support me to study in the design feel..
i feel like i had released out all my stress..
i'm having a much more happier life now..
without any study stress..
i'm promise them i will make my best to go for it..
things tat might make a lot of people to surprise is..
i'm having a problem with my bf..
i love him.. but things doesnt going well..
we need time to face it..
i choose to not to let go it.. i really love him..
he means a lot to me..
so.. i just hoping everyone will support me..
i need time to past throught all these.. i believe i can make it..
i really love him a lot..
even thought i will get hurt.. but i will accept it..
is not a bad things to saying bout this at here..
i just wanna let myself know tat i finally brave to face it..
rather than keep ignoring this problem..
i just want myself to have a much more happy and healthy life..
i'm facing a serious health problem..
i'm trying to b tough just dont want to let my mum worried bout me..
did u guys ever saw ur mum cry for u..
i dont like tat kind of feel.. i promise myself not to let her cry..
i love my mum a lots.. she's my everything..
if i really can make a wish which can b granted..
i will wish i can get a healthy life and live like a normal people..
i'm making it.. try to live like normal people..
dont ever ask me wat i'm facing.. i want to live like normal people..
i love my life and enjoy my life now..
i just feel like wanna express it out..
tat's all..

did u guys notice about a news..
the 13-year-old father..
gosh.. he should b playing his ps game rather than being a father..
i dont know wat sort of this baby face father thinking..

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