♥ Happy CNY

Something happened to my family this few days..

end up.. we cant get to celebrate CNY this year..

my grandmum went into hospital dy..

till now she still havent awake..

how i wish she can wake up and smile with us..

but she cant.. she even lost all her memories..

she just can remember the past..

i spend most of my time at hospital this few days..

even our reunion dinner.. we just simply eat at outside..

this is the first year we didnt gather at home..

i wasn't that tough when i heared that my grandmum might pass away in any moment..

my tears droppping all over my face when i back to my home..

i dont dare to cry at hospital..

cause i know if i cry at there my grandpa will cry too..

i use to hate my grandmum for making my family into a lot of trouble..

i hate her till i dont wanna stay at my home..

i move to stay with my wai po and wai gong..

but years past dy.. i grown up and start to understand everything..

i didnt hate her anymore..

is tired to hate someone..

when u try to forgive someone.. you heart will feel relieve too..

so.. just let it..

♥

gtg..

damn hate my school exam time table..

ruined people mood..

monday will going to have two paper..

arrrgggggghhhhhhh..

then i hav to wait till next monday to have another paper..

isssshhhhh =.=